Showing posts with label Joshua Marie Wilkinson. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Joshua Marie Wilkinson. Show all posts

Friday, November 1, 2019

Two Poems by Joshua Marie Wilkinson



To The Graduates

One’s retired already
into the police. Scratching down

what you have and have not done
according to the called-in debris

washed ashore with every
panting broadcast.

If I’m feeling fucked with

I guess that’s because I set aside
big cuts of my shadow

to trick myself into thinking those bad thoughts
I’m having don’t fit inside a body.

It would be pretty funny if it didn’t inspire
such doom.

Not that you slipped free of your shadow, either.

But enough about us.

I reckon the others are working through
a shed of phantoms—yet they rise,

catch their trains, sleep late in falling snow.

Look at me, surrounded by rocks and trash
just begging to be flung into traffic.






Day After the Election Poem

The moon’s biggest at
dusk these days, lured up
through wet smoke
from the Catalinas. I can
hear some coyotes tonight.

They like to leap the so-called walls.
Night birds sounding out against
a rattled truck’s alarm in the grocery store lot.

These sounds all singing together, howling out—crying
reduced to talking, talk spun into a bad dream.
Muttering graveled into what is called thinking.

I would like to buy a hatchet. I would
like to carry it home on my shoulder.
Follow my shadow home

But those days are over.

What’s changed, you ask from the future?

Well, someone had drawn a swastika on the door
of the toilet stall long before the election.
Carved in, perhaps, with a car key or the nubbed
point of a pen in the hot morning. Up, then out.
Over, then down. & so on.

Nobody’s written anything next to it yet.





Joshua Marie Wilkinson wrote a book called Meadow Slasher (Black Ocean 2017). He lives in Seattle.

Sunday, February 17, 2019

Snow to Sleet then Night by Joshua Marie Wilkinson


so half our life is vague and stormy make-believe. –Glenway Wescott

Which would make the other half
what?

Fear of death, the snaky punishment of trying
to mask our desires?

That aversion named pleasure?

So much for lasting all night, inviting in
the spirit of the other.

What’s unkillable in us is perhaps
what’s distasteful in any neighbor.

Shortness of breath. The inability to reflect
mid conversation. Restless dis-
ease. Anxious attachments. Poor drink.

When I stop to look around it’s just a wet breeze.

Snow diminishing to sleet
to whatever slurry’s left of anything.

I want to stand up when I’m sitting. Sleep
when I’m running. Fall when I’m flat

on the ground. Through the rug to where?

Not death, of course.

Some other vacancy. Some other set of
impossibilities.




Joshua Marie Wilkinson wrote a book called Meadow Slasher (Black Ocean 2017). He lives in Seattle.